men si le!!

boring afternoon.
i thought i might go out.
but nah,
i slept till 1pm.
:p

was on phone with angie till ard 2am?
msn with gary till ard 3 plus am.
then i totally forgotten abt sherwin.
haha,
wasnt there for him.
sorry dude.
he wanted to talk abt y *cough* p.
poor blackie.
heh,
so now im sms-ing with him.
i felt like a super woman.
now asking cedric maths qns also.
felt quite dumb that i dont know how to do.

be back later (:

//runs

randomness

the year is coming to an end.
i'll do a review for this year in 3 days time.
im not going for a countdown or so i guess.

maths is giving me headaches.
physics?
i cant rmb a thing.

home home home.
ive nv stepped out of it since monday.
ive done econs mlg.
left with labour mkt.
maths, gp, physics ws, econs ws still waiting for me.
im gonna prove gaygay(gary) wrong.
imma finish all these shit before sch reopens.

gary, your name is on my blog again!

going out tonght to surprise my friend for her bday?
maybe.
going out with my dearest cousin?
maybe.

on friday im going over my grandma's hse.
im gonna get emo all over again when i see my granddad's thingy again.

back to maths.

//runs

5 weird/random stuffs abt me

i've been tagged by sisilia for a survey on blog two days ago.
haha,
its time to return tag.
(:

according to sisi's blog, its like a game
Rules Of The Game:
1. post five weird/random stuffs about yourself.
2. at the end of the post, list the name of 5 people who you want next to do this.
3. leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

five weirdest things about ME
1. i usually think twice b4 anything come out from my mouth cos i doesnt wanna hurt anybody, YET, i like to suan pple.

2. i can sleep ANYWHERE, EVERYWHERE!

3. i love blue colour, but i dont need all my things to be blue.

4. im talkative and loud with closer friends YET u can always see" shy n resereved girl" on my report card :X

5. i love the smell of the soil when it rains (:

i decided i shall not tagged anybody.
lol.
reason?
im lazy.
back to econs on MLG.

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS (:

MERRY XMAS (:

kapo-ed from merv.

im back home.
stayed over at joyce's place ytd.
heh heh,
i nearly cant wake up.

me and huilin did a last minute shopping for the gift exchange thing.
we head down to joyce's place at ard 6pm.
anutie jean was later for 2 hrs cos she was making our xmas gift.
so sweet of her.
from 7 to 9 plus we were eating and eating our steamboat.
then we watch windstuck on scv.
after windstruck ends,
we played mahjong!!
MAHJONG!
and we watch master Q at the same time.
at ard 11plusplus we called our 2 darlings who was out at town to wish them merry xmas.
we waited for the clock to struck 12 before we open our presents (:
took some photos.
after slacking fot while we decided to go down to get icecream and snack.
haha.
we bought a tub of choco-mint ice cream, 1 pkt of crackers, 1 pkt of gua zi and a big bottle of mineral water and start sitting down at the mac and eat our junk food.
the 4 of us actually finish the ice cream!!
then jean's friends came to find her.
we went back to joyce's place to sleep while jean decided to stay ard with them.
haha,
woke up in the afternoon and ate the lunch that joyce's mum bought.
then went back to the rooma d start taking foto with our puffy eyes.
so ugly! :X
then heard that novena got sales at adidas.
tempted to go,
but thot of my homeworks...
me and hulin cabbed home cos we're in those nua nua shirt.
lol.

from today till thurs im gonna eat the books so that thurs i can go shop with my cousin!!

time for pictures!! :

(after steamboat alr)

our presents!


joyce insisted she wanna show off her xmas present, her top.
TSK.


jean dint know i took this until i show her.
cute hor!


me and joyce, my qin fu (:


me, joyce n huilin


lin, joyce, jean


joyce calling her friend


jean calling her friend, but with anutie style.
:X


LOL.


darlings minus 2


from joyce,


from jean,


from huilin,


from me.

(today)


i just woke up


them.


reflection again.


look at my messy hair!


puffy eyes?


our snacks after eating rice.

that's all.
enjoy the entry.
i think i took ard one hour to finish uploading the photo and everything.
abt sisi's tag,
i shall do it tml :p

SISI,
take care on your way to HK.
ENJOY YOUR TRIP!!
take alot of photo with mickeymouse hor!!
and MOST MOST MOST IMPT THING,
BUY PRESENT FOR ME!!
haha.

okies,
i've decided to go novena with joyce.
//runs

its xmas eve

oh,
i forgot to mention i found my long lost pri sch friend.
QINZHAO.
haha,
almost 4 yrs nv contact le.
the last time shld be sec1.
still rmb last time he always call and ask:"ni(3) zhi(1) dao(4) wo(3) shi(4) shui(2) ma(1)?"
haha.
still rmb he sit in front of me,
always turn back and talk one.
last time very short,
wear spec,
toot toot one.
now ah beng le..
hopefully taller too.
used to be goodie goodie friend.
(:

haha,
i think he is one of the nice boy who wanna be friend with me
that time im like such a ball lar.
can fight with miss lim.
next time i go dig out photo show u all.

tonight staying over at joyce place,
steamboaat, gossip and MAHJONG.
most impt one,
MAHJONG.
later i going to buy present for the exchange xmas present thing.
thou only the pathetic 4 of us.
photos will be uploaded tml.

//runs

updates

going to change blog skin soon.


me n joyce went sentosa ytd.
and it was raining for the whole afternoon lar,
thanks man.
anyway she met 2 of her classmates there,
haha.
so funny.
we left sentosa in disappointment and headed down to suntec.
some of the pic we took ytd:




(:


tml going over to joyce's place to have steamboat.


yuanping just called to remind me abt last year's xmas's eve's eve..
231204.
and i nearly forgot.
haha.
how time flies.
last year the 4 of us still hang out at town,
eating ice cream,
buy the xmas cap.
now im not even talking to damien on msn.
talk to yuhchu only when meet up or need to get sth or wad.
and yp,
even in same sch also hardly meet.
hais.

//runs

crap

it has been so long i met someone that makes my heart skips a beat.
not even mr caterpillar.
haha,
he is just an eye candy.
too shuai liao.

i have been slacking,
i gave up on MLG,
i think tonight i shall read thru the econs notes.
tml then start all over again.

i felt like shit.
keep thinking over the same old issue.
H.E.L.P!

okies,
i shall go alr.

//runs

ccb.

MLG assignments kill my determinations and confidents.
ha.
now i dont feel like starting year 2
or rather staying in JC.
i realised i know nuts abt my work.

keep thinking whether i shld go or stay,
maybe leaving is better for my future.

feel like popping cigarettes into my mouth.
//runs

those days

those pics i found ytd:

random :


i love black nails


with my girlfriends


with my dpg.



Prom night'04:


food for the prom night


mr goh.


counting down for year 2005 at yp's hse:


the darings minus huilin.


yp's nephew, axel! so cute!


2nd day, after tonning at her hse.
daphne is definitely MUCH PRETTIER NOW.


more recent ones?:


the last time i went sentosa with them?


at esplanade,


me and joyce.
LOL, my short hair

one year has passed.
i still rmb last xmas,
how we spent it tgt.
blackie got angry and everything.
yc n yp still attached that time.
so nonsense.

shall start my MLG assignment before school reopen 2 weeks later.
(:

//runs

lazy lar

im too lazy to blog.

cut my hair ytd.
its ugly.

found alot of pictures in one of my CD-RW.
so happy (:
cos alot of memories.

tml then blog lar.
i lazy.

//runs

random

Fann Wong so pretty.
so random.

lazy to go hockey tml,
but i will drag myself there,
dont worry.

hair cut after hockey?
maybe.

meeting the class at 6pm, marina bay station.
steamboat session ehs.

kan wo liu lei,
ni tou ye bu hui.
-sings-
okies,
haben get enuff of ytd's partyworld.
;/

time to sleep.

//runs

boring afternoon,

ytd after i went offline at ard 2am,
i went into my room,
switch on the tv,
waiting to fall asleep.
the moment i saw what is aired on the channel 8,
i scream valgurities.
@!#@(%&#$%*@#^
school you(3) gui(3)
tmd,
i watched it like 3 times lar,
1st at woodlands cathay,
the other 3 times on channel8 somemore.
ytd is the 3rd times.

if im not wrong,
the mediacorp like just change the title or sth and then aired it again.

the title of the movie is huanted school.
i caught it last year,
it was exclusive and only at woodlands cathay,
and we thought its exclusive,
it might be scary.
we end up laughing all the way.
know why?
those ghost are just human wearing masks walking like zombies.
knn,
u think u scaring some 5 years old kids ah?

then a few weeks/mths ago i saw it on tv again,
the title is xue(2) xiao(4) you(3) gui(3)
ytd is school you(3) gui(3)
wth lar.
so dumb.

//laters

drink drank not yet drunk

i went out with my mum before i went city hall.
i bought a OP tee.

meet the hockey mates at city hall.
was late,
but not the latest.
went peninsular there to get shin guard and socks.
me n sisi left early,
she go town walk walk to see cap.
i wanna get the wallet and pencil case!!

after sisi went home i walk ard far east plaza thinking whether shld i go partyworld to find rachel amd her friends.
at the same time hoping to get a belt too.
but in the end decided to join cos i thot its for free,
knn,
end up pay $10.
and i only share a drink with rachel only.
wth.
but nvm lar.
forget it.
get 2 jugs of beer FOC,
bencheng's friend treat one,
drink lor.
i am a lousy drinker,
got tipsy and abit cant control my behaviour.
i took of my slippers on the mrt, stand there bare-foot.
lol.
What the hell am i doing.
i only know i felt that my slippers are wet,
i need to take it off,
and so i did it.
alot of the time i wanted to do that when i wear that slippers out,
but i nv dare to do it,
quite paisae,
but dont know why i did it today.
LOL.

walk home again,
need to get rid of the redness on my face,
rachel share her problem with me.
eat and chat awhile then go home le.

reached ard 12.
now abit hang over,
headache.

//runs

the thoughts just came into my mind.

my mum dont quite agree with my new cardigans.
i dint show her the new top alr.
how.
hais.
she said those were too matured for me.
dont know how lei.
i mean,
its also time for me to change a little ma,
cause i know i really got no dress sense.
how?!
LOL.
anyway, the cardigans and top was quite cheap lar,
$13, $13 and $14.

guess its the way im being brought up,
plain jane.
no one will notice me,
just faded into background those type,
shy at first.
just read all my sch testimonials by all my former form teachers.
LaughingMyAssOff,
all my close friends read alr sure say its nonsense,

-shy and reserved girl,
-quiet,
-need to participate more in grp discussion/class activity.

O.o

but all the while i know i dont wanna be this kind of girl,
i wanna be loud and crazy.
just like yp, angie, sisi and sher they all,
cos more fun to hang out with.
but still,
my first impression always SUCK big time.
cos im shy at first,
with new pple, new environment,
if i seldom talk mayb its because im new to you,
only with friends ard i can crap more and better.

exmaple 1:
yp took my innova holistic report card and read what mr ng wrote.
she laughed and said i lied to everyone.
LOL.

example 2:
like today hockey without sisilia abit weird,
i so quiet,
i dont want one,
but i just cant help it.
i not dao or sth,
just ABIT paisae that's all.

example 3:
stella say i si(1) wen(2)
rachel laughed like shit.
rachel said: fang(4) pi(4) [fart = nonsense], PLEASE LOR, she SI(1) WEN(2)?! i got hear wrong not?
i laughed too, cause saying im si(1) wen(2) is too nonsense alr,
dont judge a book by its cover.

example 4:
that time i shouted to sherwin the string of vulgarities.
haha.
how was that, mer?

example 5:
i shares the same hobby as angie, yp, rachel, yuhchu and some friends.
mayb now not really shares the same
but its a fact that we used to be or still are chimey(s)

example 6:
what is my favourtite line?
ask joyce, sherwin, yuhchu, yp and angie,
they will know.
this is the only word i said that made angie laughs.
its magic!

i got this guai looks,
but i dont wanna be as guai as it is.
haha,
but one good thing is that with safe looks, you parents will think that you're safe.
neither will they know im not their good girl they usually seen at home
;/

//runs

hockeyhockey (:

went for hockey today.
haha,
i thot sisi went back to sleep,
dint tell her i went for training.
cos chah enlighten me,
since i woke up alr, might as well go.
anyway still late for like 30mins.
BUT
better late then NEVER.

after training suppose to go home and sleep.
then rachel called.
she said she bored and alone at home ask me go out.
decided not to pangseh her,
went out with her but with a curfew.
she bring her friend, stella, along.
they help me buy clothes.
lol.
bought 2 cardigans and one top.
i think quite mature lei,
but they say look nice on me,
then buy lor.
they got better dress sense than me anyway.
at the end of the outing i realised stella is the girl i met on bus 2 yrs ago.
LMAO,
she was scolding one of my friends cos she thot my friend stared at her.
but somehow she's friendly lar.

going out with the hockey mates to get shin pad.
i dont know lei,
how ah,
no money,
still owe merv $7
HAIS.
im broke im broke im broke.
how?

//runs

what temperment?

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace. You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions. You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected. It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional .You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others. While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well. At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything. You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams. You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment. What Temperment Are You?

i went for hockey.

went hockey training at NIE today.
so tired.
today have friendly.
but i suck lar,
so blur and everything,
nv marked pple.

after training went for dinner with some of the hockey mates at jurong point.
haha,
then go walk walk.
i think today i hyper,
eat too many rice,
after training and walking ard jp
i still can walk home from mrt station.

tml PT,
i must go.

//runs

blogged.

my 4th post of the day.

im so bored.
watching a date with vampires.

i got a freaking pimple on my cheek.

going back to my room to do maths also le.

//runs.

im bored. stucked at rachel's home.

im currently stuck at rachel's home cos she's sick.
bleah.

---

1.where have you been an hour ago?
[x] at the clinic

2.state your name?
[x] weishan

3.do you like your name?
[x] yup

4.can you remember what you did on the first day of your school?
[x] self intro, wishing the orientation end real soon so the DPG can hang out.

5. what do you want to be ten years from now?
[x] holding a good job and earning big money.

6.what do u feel upon receiving emails?
[x] depends

7.at what age you first learned to use a pc?
[x] P2 or P4

8.have you ever eaten any exotic food?
[x] ;/

9.what was the last illness that you had?
[x] i cant rmb

10.do you like listening to rap music?
[x] not really.

11.have you ever thought of driving the train touni?
[x] No?

12.what did you do last 1st November 2004?
[x] mayb o levels?

13.which do you prefer? sunny days or rainy days?
[x] both.

15.what perfume do you have?
[x] -

16.what is the brand of your first wristwatch?
[x] mickey?

17.look behind. what do you see?
[x] piano

18.say something about the person whom you like?
[x] O.o

19.do you sing while you are bathing?
[x] nah

20.what did you have for breakfast today?
[x] PRATAs

21.the last dream that you remember?
[x] some gross scene.

22.what do you usually say when you meet a person?
[x] shyshy, hide behind my friends, only smile lor.

23.do you agree that "to forgive is to forget"?
[x]nope, u can forgive but sometimes u just cant forget.

24.can you ride a bicycle?
[x] yup (:

25.last thing you held before using the computer?
[x] rachel's medicine

26.where is the place you always dreamed of?
[x] -

27.when was the last time your tears fell?
[x] few days ago?

28.are you goin to leave your parents in time?
[x] no?

30.at what age you are ready to get married?
[x] ard 26 plus.

31.long hair or spikey?
[x] long hair

32.first person to run to when you are depressed?
[x] it all depends. i tend to avoid my problems.

33.whats the last movie you watched?
[x] SAW 2

34.who was the last person you smsed?
[x] rachel

35.what was your worst flood experience?
[x] none

36.were you attracted to a person ten years older than you?
[x] hmmm, let me think...

37.are you happy at this point of ur life?
[x] sometimes yes sometimes no. i guess sth is still missing..

38.what do you want to eat tomorrow?
[x] not sure. leave it to tml.

39.are you in love now?
[x] nope

40.with whom?
[x] my arse.

$4 o.n.l.y

just logged into mlg.
assignments:
due - 10
overdue - 8

DANG!
-jaws drop-
im DEAD.

my mum cant stop nagging cos i said "$4 O.N.L.Y"
grrrt.
now complaining to mer online.

think i going to bed soon,
tml rachel going to teach me how to shop for clothes.
lol.
i really suck in my dress sense.
but again,
i think i will come home empty handed.
...

//runs

long entry.

me and joyce.
just trying out if i can post picture in medium size.


this is gary.
he hates to show his face.

i got home at 11pm.
went bugis at ard 5,
reached there at 6.
met up with jean n joyce.
i only bought a pair of jeans.
the same one as joyce,
cos i thought the cutting suits me better than the other one.
it freaking looks like fake levis.
but dont care lar.
lucky no red tab,
if not sure kena shoot.
i went to "accompany" rachel work.
she saw the jeans she shoot me like siao
ch**by*.
cos she had a real one,
look almost alike.
but i never take it to heart one lar.
-roll eyes-
i no money ma.
spent 4 hrs there walk ard alone.
stand at her shop only take up spaces.
helped her close at 9.45,
leave at ten.
reached home 11.
so tired.
tml hanging out again.
maybe?

when i went parco walk alone that time i thought of the primary sch days.
hah.
so childish that time.
me, rachel, mic n kitmun.
clique.
still rmb PSLE listening,
were lining up to wait to get into class,
but we went into toilet to argue abt some stupid issues.
LOL.
miss you girls.
thou now all went different paths,
have different friends,
doing different things,
having different aims,
but i still love you girls the same.
okies,
a lil lesser,
cos i have many more friends to love alr.
share share lar k.
doubt they will get to see these anyway.

its 11th.
yp is coming home.
5 more days.
one week just passes like that.

this entry getting long.

i realised i always talk about the past.

this year is coming to an end alr.
and i hardly buy anyone birthday present.
all my goodie and best friends dint get anything from me.
forgive me hor,
im broke le.
:(
except mer's lor,
his is share with class one.

i did 2 maths qns on the MRT.
gonna complete that workshits soon.

its getting late.
goodnights.
;)

//runs

new skin

haha,
i think this skin nicer.
found it last night.
althought i like blue alot.

woke up at 11.30.
got 5 missed call and 3msges.
i slept like 12 ytd.
so tired.

going out soon.
maybe.
think i will be at bugis to get a pair of new jeans and demin skirt.
maybe.
or meet up with joyce n jean
or just find rachel and keep her accompany.
im not sure.

actually i lazy to get out alr.
it looks like its going to rain.

//runs

i just got home.
was out for the whole day.

nowadays its hard to get a cab, esp when it rains.
this morning was super late for hockey due to no taxi.
and duh,
the training only lasted 2 hours.

after training went to eat with the hockey pple.
(:
went to meet mer at yishun to study.
only study for like 2 hrs
and fell asleep for 45 mins.
super tired.
brought sisi n mer to eat laksa.
nice right?
went cold storage walk walk and sisi bought hell lots of junk food lar.
so jealous.
after they left i went to meet joyce and gary.
go back to laksa place and have dinner.
joyce bought a polo tee and a belt.
took a bus and got home.
meeting gary 2 weeks later to get a new bag...

shopping tml?
not sure eh.
maybe going bugis.

sian.
//runs

went ikea today.
bought boxes again.
next time i shall get a new table.

hockey tml.

//runs

out to study/play.

i ponned hockey again.
shit.


my hardworking evidence.

after studying we went arcade to play.
haha.

saw joyce,
went off with her while mer n sisi go home.
walked ard awhile and went yo my grandma place to have dinner.

its so weird to see a tablet with my granddad name on it.
its so weird to offer joss stick to him instead of shouting: "ah gong chi fan".
i have never thought that this day would come.
upon knowing he got cancer,
im so cool abt it.
my tears only start falling on his last day.
should have do this, should have do that.
its all too late.

came home and did 2 qns of maths.
i failed to study.
3 more weeks to go.
i got to buck up,
if not,
drop out.
;/

//runs

SENTOSA;

long entry.

went sentosa ytd with my class (:
the usual ppl.

siloso beach, sunset bay.
we paid for the green band and start playing vball.


look at the sky, so gloomy.
TSK.


me and sisi got sick of the game cos we hardly get any ball.
join peishi and start taking photo.
so windy!



ps n sisi.


ps n me.


we decided the kayak!


then it started to rain!
we went in to the shelter.
only kayak half way.
TSK.



me, mr ng and sisi.
ng is shy,
cover his nude body with shirt
LOL.


the guys


its raining,
no activity.
mr ng ordered some finger food.
(:



chilli chilli

ng n gy eating.

yummy yummy!


ps taking a picture of me while i took a picture of her.


me and sherine,
SEXY LEG!


WEEEE!

its getting random.



m bag and ps's bag.


fly catcher,
mer made it.
haha.


the rain stop.
mr sun finally came out!
we played vball again.
actually i join the game becos i wanna get tanned.
played for quite long.
then i decided to bathe.


before i bathe:

our slippers.


after i bathe,
johny they all also went to bathe.



johny.


reads: pussy cat.
chengwei's jersey. lol.


me and sisi.
smells good (:


going home..
the guys.

sunset.


taking train from habour front to town!


cw tried to master lock john.


waiting for train to get to town!


we went town and couldnt decide what show to watch.
in the end we decided to catch SAW2.



before catching the movie.


one of my zi lian pic.


me and chengwei's legs.
look at his LEG HAIRS!


chengwei and me.
good photo-taking buddy.


so typical.
ah-lian style.
me,cw and mer.


cw took this.
what 's terence thinking?


the caps.


after that we caught SAW2.

the guy who checks tickets saw cw's jersey,
he laughed like shit.
he keep shouting:
PUSSY CAT PUSSY CAT, HAHA!
wahhaha.
i turned back and look at him,
so funny lar

back to SAW2,
damn bloody lor.
the story is just trying to say treasure life.
and of cos,
rmb to treasure your loved ones.
;/

i realised,
growing up, its not just only you who are growing,
your parents, aunts, uncles, grandparents and many others too.
the may not be growing up,
but they are getting older.
hais.
dont know how to continue.
just treasure pple ard you.
no matter how much i complaints about my family,
i still love them.

sometimes i just wanna put up a strong front.
when i dont cry it doesnt mean im not sad.
it hurts inside.

hockey tml.
-ywans-
stop ponning weishan!
STOP PONNING!

i found a good place to mug at my neighbourhood.

i know my angmoh suck.
NO!
dont tell me.
haha.

new skin,
lazy to construct.
wait okie.
wait till im not lazy (:

i took 3 hrs to blog this shit.
time check: 12:55 AM.
time to get some rest.

//runs